Sunday, December 20, 2009
SUNDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)))))
Circuit driving at 3pm.
Saw Aden in the BBDC instructor car.
7 components, ALL DONE!!!!! :D
Met Aden at Gombak,
Suzuki new bike.
PICK UP - THUMBS UP*
Initially decided to head to East Coast for dinner.
BUT~~~~~~~~~~
RAINED-
So headed to JP's Dian Xiao Er for our dinner and hashima dessert.
DAMN DAMN DAMN FULL~
Saw a heels i love.
Aden bought a pair of ear rings for his bdae girl fren from HEART 2 HEART.
He sent me to ebu hse at Serangoon Nth.
Speeding at 150KM/H.
HOO-
Went to find Kel n family.
While waiting for YZ to come.
FISHES N FISHES~~~
I SERIOUSLY DONO WADS E CRAZE ALL ABT~~~~~~~~~~
:XXXXX
8.15pm.
Met up with YZ.
Went to Bishan.
Didnt get my starbucks coffee but bought some make up at WATSONS.
HEaded to SK, Compass Point for my starbucks.
Stayed up till 10.30pm.
Headed straight home.
9am road practice tml.
10.30am, meeting kel.
He need me to his advisor for his Malaysia trip on e 26th Dec.
Evening, meeting Gf.
She said she wil dote me til SIAOS~~
But definitely meeting CARTOONO~~~~
ZHU TING 23rd BDAE.
Tanjong Pagar, M BAR-
7 months ago....... :O
How hurtful to know that,
Actu e other time patching things up was a PLAN of yours to PLAY me.
Come to think of all things u done, lies u lied earlier on...
And me, stupidly still wanting to FORCE myself to accept everything.
CRIED like a bitch at PH, JUST FOR YOU,
When u r NOWHERE TO BE SEEN AT THAT POINT OF TIME.
CHASED YOU LIKE A MAD WOMAN,
DASHING THRU CROSS JUNCTIONS.
CUTS.
HEARTBREAKS.
TEARS.
AGONY.
Life must b good for you right now.
N i guess, IM AWAKE.
AWAKEN BY THE FACT THAT,
WE ARE THROUGH.
Finally this day arrived.
Upon knowing what you told my gf ytd at DBL'O.
I thought i will stil felt smth.
But...
I didnt anymore.
Now.
I pieced every bits and pieces up then i realised....
Whats your plot, your move, your actions....
SALUTE X10*
This love,
Sldnt even had started after I got back to my senses.
Im glad, we didnt went too far that we couldnt make a U-TURN back.
You're a man with homely love,
No doubt.
N that was waht attracted me most.
But...
The thought of you...
Could lied single for 4mths...
When you have 2 ladies by ur side...
Literally 1 of them,
Was the one that I have to face so often...
You could still told me,
IS SMALL FRY~~~~~~~~~
QUIT CLUBBING?~~~~~~~~~ A PILE OF SHIT PLEASE~~~~
U EXACTLY JUST LIED S MUCH S I LIED.
COULD STIL ACTU ASKED ONE OF MY FREN DOWN TO CLUB JUS BCOS WE QUARRELLED.
AND ME,
STUPIDLY BELIEF EVERY WORD.
ENDED UP I WAS THE LAST TO KNOW ALL THESE.
I SLD BE THE ONE ASKING.
WHATS MORE YOU HAVE DONE BHIND MY BACK?!
YOUR PROCLAIMED FAITHFULNESS.
YOUR PROCLAIMED CHANGED MAN.
I TIMER.
I PLAYED.
BUT I KNEW WHERE I STOOD.
JUST 2 WEEKS.
U ACTU.........................
AND WHEN I WAS BACK,
YOU COULD TAKE IT S NOTHING HAPPENED.
TILL I FELL IN,
THEN TRUTH CAME TO LIGHT.
NOW I NO LONGER FEEL A SLIGHT BIT OF SORRY TOWARDS YOU FOR TOYING U.
B4 I LIED.
YOU HAVE ALR TAKEN THIS LOVE FOR NOTHING.
TOWARDS YOU...
IRKS ME.
TOTAL TURNED OFF.
COMPLETELY.
I FEELLLLLLLLLL SO BAD THAT I SCOLDED MY OWN SPECIES FOR YOU.
NO WONDER SHE COULD ACTU SAID,
IF I WANNA BELIEF IN YOU,
THEN IS UP TO ME.
NOWWWWWWWWWW........
I KNOWWWWW WHYYYYYYYY
YOUR FRENS MIGHT BE THINKING IM CHEAP, EASY.
THINK IT BACK.
I NO LONGER FEEL SO.
YOU R JUST PLAIN LUCKY THAT U CAUGHT MY ACTIONS FIRST.
THATS ALL.
AND YOU STILL HAVE THE CHEEK TO SEND ME THAT FUCKING SONG THAT SEEMS TO BE ALL OF MY FAULT.
SO NOBLE OF YOU TO ACTU TELL EVERYBODY I WAS YOUR GREATEST LOVE, YEA?
A PILE OF SHIT MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A PLAYER LIKE YOU,
WILL NEVER HAVE FEELINS AND REAL LOVE.
A PLAYER LIKE YOU,
WILL NEVER FIND TRUE LOVE.
THIS IS JUST E BEGINNING OF YOUR KARMA.
IM STILL GLAD I LEARNT THIS LESSON.
THAT LET ME REALLY OPENED MY EYES WIDE TO SEE HOW TERRIBLE GUYS ARE NOWADAYS.
THRU THIS INCIDENT,
I FOUND MY CIRCLE OF TRUEEST FRENS.
I STILL FIND IT SOOOOOOOOOOO STUPID TO ASK MY FRENS DRIVE ME TO UR PLACE AND MSG-ED YOU THOSE MSGES.
U'RE RIGHT MAN.
WE SLD JUST TAKE IT WE NEVERRRRRRR KNOWWWW EACH OTHER B4.
So many r/s.
U're the worst of all.
I didnt believed it.
Till my senses came thru me.
Please get attached soon man.
Im glad.
I didnt let those guy-frens of mine off bcos of you.
B'cos u aint worth me doing so.
For all i might know...
Your ladies empire...
Isnt as little as you described to me, either.
THANK GOD~
After I*L.
I still loves him.
But.
Im as determined s him to forget everything ASAP.
And, I dont wish to be in a R/s.
Shaun.
James.
Kelvin.
Aden.
Edwin.
Ken.
All and all knew my lies.
Im thankful we all are still besties. :D
I dont want to make any decision right now.
I dont want any committment, any status.
I just want my gf, frens, sisters.
Nd a break.
Nd time for myself.
Thats my closure for 2009.
To welcome a new year of 2010....
:P
New hair colour.
My license.
My dearest Niece.
Poly.
Gf, sisters and frens.
