Monday, January 25, 2010
Current me.
Current Dawn.
The one that heart is bruised,
With 1 regret,
With friends that love me as much as I love them.
With bad complicated family background that no one will ever get to experience it.
Always wondered whats life like if I wasnt a player in the past.
Im tired.
Tired that why do I always have to play mind games with guys that are out to play.
Im scare.
Scare that able to plot ple's thinking,
My heart cant be open with the purest heart that it needed to be.
I have cleared life 2 regrets.
Mistakes done during younger days.
3 long years back.
E* & B*
This year...
I finally gotten this chance to sincerely apologised to them for playing them.
Now,
Both have gotten their happiness.
And we are all back as friends again.
I don't have gulit anymore.
Dont have that last sense of heartbreaking.
At least for these 2 guys.
Last year, 181009.
I met a guy.
The guy that I fell in love with w/o realisingly it myself.
I wasnt even his regular cup of tea.
He showered a kind of love that...
Till now..
It still lingered ard.
Cotton on dress at woodlands,
Sorority Rows,
Hello Kitty lipgloss,
Steamboat,
Ajisen,
Our workplace.
Oh god,
Let me bump into him again.
Few years,
It doesnt matter anymore.
Let me...
Make up for this guy.
This regret.
A guy surname of Beh.
A guy thats so charming during work.
A guy that will send me my 15 pcs fried mussels & ordered chilli padi hor fun in advance so that i wont b waiting so long.
A guy that singled for 4 years.
A guy that I broke his heart completely.
A guy that I will never forget.
A guy that I could see future with.
A guy thats...
Gone.
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Gf, is back.
I lost a girl that I naively thought shes that PURE.
I gained 3 new gf that I know they will be in my GF's list from now onwards.
Sch attendance sucks.
FASTER!! MARCH PLEASE FASTER COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just wanna get over and done with it man!!!!!!!
ITE LIFE!!!!
:X
Proudly to say,
I have finally let you go.
With no regrets,
With no hold back.
With no turning back.
Because I have came to an conclusion that,
You're worthless in my eyes,
ALREADY.
To that top listed bitch.
I will nvr even regard you s my acquaintance.
Do u actually find it so pathetic?
To actually BETRAYED your such a close fren,
Who actually stood up for you when your ex bf was being snatched by another girl.
And now, you're doing back to ur close friend whom she told you everything.
I cant bring myself to even acknowlegded you were once my friend.
I never regretted scolded you with that harsh words.
IN ANW, IF U AND THAT BF PLAYER OF YOURS AINT HAPPY,
JUST COME SPORE FIND ME, ALRIGHTS?
Dont get close to my gf, ever again.
The last thing that I done in due to respect my 2 bitches,
Is I never give you few tight slaps.
Seriously.
Just get lost from our sight.
You, shall be the history of ours.
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
And I realised, Im lucky.
Recuiting members soon to be membership.
XMM...
You're the next victim.
BEWARE~
SLut, Bitch...
All Im in..
Cos I just knew...
You aint better anyway.
:)
Got to know a new gf.
Shes petite.
Shes frank.
Shes gd.
Shes cute.
I like her very much.
:)
Exams comin soon.
Poly, Im comin soon.
Clubbing off you go for a period of time.
I finally gotten a feel of being single.
Reali single,
after i put in a r/s in FB.
WHOO~
:)
Alot of events coming up.
Tml, heading to JAslin baby 19th bdae,
Steamboat-ing at Novena.
RUnning 3km run.
Studyin soon.
Exam, monday.
Have no time for nonsense.
:)
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Busy with TP,
Christmas with Central area friends,
Supperclub,
Destroying ple's hse and play games with all long time friends.
New year a new start.
:)
Im looking forward to my grad day at March.
8more weeks to go in ITE!!!!!!!!!!!
POLY HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Back to the person who tagged me.
Thanks alrights.
I know im a slut.
SO what comments do u have right now over this?
DONO ANYTHING, PLEASE DONT COMMENT ANYTHING!!
U absolutely have no rights to say I played Desmond.
As for Ivan, right from the start,
Hes already the liar.
If u r a guy, wanna stand up for them,
RMB MY FACE.
COME FIND ME TALK.
Will be waiting.
If u r a player urself.
Buay tahan kena played,
just FCUK off.
Dont come my blog and rant ur vulgarities.
The day i decided to blog again.
I already expected such comments.
The day i started to play,
Such comments are normal to me already.
If you are naive enough to think,
Such comments will beat me down.
You are very wrong~
And, seriously.
Thanks for that compliment, yea?
I STAND STRONGER THAN ANYBODY ELSE AFTER GUYS I PLAYED, GUYS WHO PLAYED ME AND GUYS WHO I EVER LOVED BEFORE.
SO DONT COME HERE AND BLABBER SUCH NONSENSE WHEN U DONO ANYTHING SINGLE THING.
What comes around,
Comes around.
There's always smth called KARMA.
And for the someone who stood me up.
Thank you.
Thank you for standing up for me.
Guess you are someone who know me quite well thou u chose to remain anoynmous.
If possible,
Tell me who are you alrights?
:)
Such nonsense jus let such ple go scold till they are sick n tired of it.
Thank you, once again.
