Sunday, February 28, 2010
3 years ago.
I got to know a guy with sucha tall height that stunned me.
He long ago had heard my name.
Very 1st time seeing him is...
AMK K-BOX.
1st time nightlife,
Was Zouk.
When he stupidly mistaken my tattoo as DAMN.
He always said,
I showed him a different side of demure ladies.
I will always pull his collar whenever he says he wanna go grind other girls.
I will always create trouble for him to clear up in Phuture.
This guy.
Hold me on for 2years.
This guy always rmb the msg that i sent him when hes in malaysia with his friends.
The msg that says,
Dont eat too much seafood cos weather is bad in Malaysia.
The guy that ever edited a pic of ours by putting a lightning sign due to my voice and set it as his wallpaper in his N70.
This was the guy that gave me 2 years of his prime time to love me silently inexchange for 2 weeks time being tgt with me.
He left me twice.
Always appeared whenever I was feelin lost and empty.
2nd time he came back...
When i was at Kovan Hk cafe.
And i received his msg and hes at DragonFly.
We said that...
Nobody is supposed to leave each other alone.
This guy was e only guy that bicker with me like nobody business.
That was e guy that heard me cryin over that phone when I got caught for playin 181009 and IL.
That was e guy who picked me up when i was dyin soon.
This guy brought me Perlini silver dolphin necklace and asked me to b his gf on the eve of 09'CNY.
The guy that tgt with me ever encountered ghost experience at E2MAX.
The guy that told me hes super fetish towards girls who wear BEBE and MNG top.
The guy that I sang while hes on e phone.
The guy that ple always sees us s couples.
The guy that gave me memorable christmas eve, christmas and new year countdown.
The guy that I will go down PH with shorts and slippers just to catch a glimpse of him.
The guy that needs my consistent grumble regardin his diet.
The guy that I will always msg whenever i passed by Paya Lebar.
The guy that stayed so close so close to my heart.
The guy that have memories of EASY, LAST NIGHT and WOMANISER.
The guy that i used nothing but the most genuine heart ever.
The guy that sit ambulance with me 1st and last time.
The guy that drank 5 sec martell as a result of my brave front.
The guy that loves PEDRO this brand.
The guy that bought DOMANCHI button shirts jus cos i say the shop clothing for guys r nice.
The guy that I will never ever forget.
The guy of name,
Elson Toh WeiXiang.
The guy that left me 3rd time and I believed is the very last time already.
The guy that said he wants to move on.
This is e guy that i will always keep in my heart.
Always and always.
181009.
2 more weeks to your 24th bday.
I saw the tag u left.
I have nvr ask u for forgiveness.
I jus hope somehow i could do smth for u behind the screen.
I dono how are u doing now.
Hopefully that scar that wound,
Is less painful now.
Its been 4mths.
Memories still lingers.
I still ask daddy mummy abt u from YZ.
I still praying that one fine day I will get to bump into u once again.
Your notes are still with me.
It wasnt your fault.
Please live well.
Really live it well.
This regret will never be removed out from my life ever again.
You're still e best that i ever had.
Saturday, February 20, 2010
2 weeks left to the last days in my ITE life.
Here comes my TP or SP!!!!
:)
Intensive revision!!!!!!!!!!!!
:'(
Been busy with gf bdae.
A social clubbing.
PH 3rd annii.
Gf celebration was a success.
CONGRATS GF!!!!!!!!!!
And while we are so happy,
She popped BEH, this person.
My heart dropped.
Whole night long,
This person,
Was in my mind.
Your bdae is coming soon.
I bet u will want it simple.
I bet now,
U r busy with ur SIM.
Tell me why,
Why do i still tear when i think of u..
When I will pass by Sembawang.
Why i will bowed down my head,
Why willi rmb u sitting right beside me,
Sembawang have its own blk attractions.
N u r staying at the blue colour windows.
When will i get to cya in any part of spore again?
This regret,
Always stays.
Always n always.
Not on the outside.
But,
Inside.
You are the only one in my regret list that i mentioned.
Till...................
A very very long time.
Perhaps, when tears wont fall when I think of you and what I have done to you.
HAPPY CNY!!
Counting down to your 24th bdae.
